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Friday, January 26, 2007

Cuma Sama Tuhan>

Uhhuhuhuu...
Rasanya mo nangis jejeritan sambil marah2,
Rasanya mo numpahin emosi,
Muntah berdarah2,
Tapi sama siapa..?
(lately) cuma sama Tuhan..

>> Galau parrah...!!

# posted by Capulets_Paradise | 6:47 am | 0 comments

Ah, look who's naive..>

So,
it's like you're gonna get married with your car..
Well, congratulations..
You've made me feel stupid..
n I feel stupid for this heart that broke
because of your beloved car...
Well baby, FYI,,
Infact, all that I care about is U,
not
your

car..!

So,
Look who's not thinking using the
so-called "BRAIN"
Look who's not feeling using the
so-called "HEART"
Well daaaaghling,
It's not me,, definitely NOT me..

Ah, look who's naive..

- stupidly broken hearted,,
- Offiss, 19 january 2007,
- 12.40pm

# posted by Capulets_Paradise | 6:43 am | 0 comments

Rinduku Pada Bunda>

Hari ini, sesuatu bikin gw kembali ke masa2 dimana masih ada mama..
Sgala masalah yg blakangan terjadi bikin gw makin BATU, ya banyak org tau soal gw yg BATU.. Tapi kerinduan atas mama hari ini, ntah knp bgitu besar..

Padahal tadi pagi prasaan gw bahagya bgt - ntah darimana dtgnya tu prasaan mnyenangkan.. Nah skarang, memori2 ttg mama balik lagi.. Bikin gw kembali mikir,
Apakah gw udh jadi anak yg dia harapkan?
Apakah dia slalu ngawasin gw dari atas sana?

Apakah sjauh ini gw ngcewain dia?

Kali ini air mata gw ga lagi bisa kebendung..
Stupidly,

at this very moment I'm in my office,

on my very own desk,
Typing while crying..

Aku kangen mama.. kangen bgt..
Ga ada org yg bnr2 bisa ngerti aku slain mama..
Seandainya mama bisa slalu ada sama aku,

mgkin smuanya ga akan jd bgini..
Aku cuma butuh mama disamping aku..

Buat jd guardian angel-ku..

Maafin aku ya Ma,

klo slama ini aku blm bisa jadi spt yg mama harapkan..
Maaf klo stelah mama ngga ada aku jadi smakin BATU..
Yg slama ini aku rasa,
Berat bgt ngjalanin hidup sebagai aku sendiri..
Tapi biar gmn pun aku hrs tetep jalanin..
Smoga Allah jagain mama disana,
Smoga mama dpt tempat terbaik disisiNya,
Amiiieenn...

I love U so much, n I always will..

Dearest daughter,
-cHa-

Angel

Spend all your time waiting

for that second chance

for a break that would make it okay

there's always one reason

to feel not good enough

and it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

oh beautiful release

memory seeps from my veins

let me be empty

and weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line

and everywhere you turn

there's vultures and thieves at your back

and the storm keeps on twisting

you keep on building the lie

that you make up for all that you lack

it don't make no difference

escaping one last time

it's easier to believe in this sweet madness

oh this glorious sadness

that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort here

- U will always be my angel

# posted by Capulets_Paradise | 6:31 am | 0 comments

All That I Ever Wanted is Just.....YOU>

I just want to sit and hold you for hours,

and not think about anything but you.

And not about what you might do

or what you could do to hurt me,

but just you,

here, in my arms.

That is all I want.

Nothing more.

Nothing less.

Just let me hold you for hours.

I don't care to know that you are going to break my heart.

I don't care to know that you will never love me like I love you.

I care that you are here now,

cause now is when I'm happy.

And I haven't been this happy in a long time.

So take this as your reminder of the night you gave me false hope.

Take this one kiss of pure sincerity.

# posted by Capulets_Paradise | 5:53 am | 0 comments