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Friday, January 26, 2007

Rinduku Pada Bunda>

Hari ini, sesuatu bikin gw kembali ke masa2 dimana masih ada mama..
Sgala masalah yg blakangan terjadi bikin gw makin BATU, ya banyak org tau soal gw yg BATU.. Tapi kerinduan atas mama hari ini, ntah knp bgitu besar..

Padahal tadi pagi prasaan gw bahagya bgt - ntah darimana dtgnya tu prasaan mnyenangkan.. Nah skarang, memori2 ttg mama balik lagi.. Bikin gw kembali mikir,
Apakah gw udh jadi anak yg dia harapkan?
Apakah dia slalu ngawasin gw dari atas sana?

Apakah sjauh ini gw ngcewain dia?

Kali ini air mata gw ga lagi bisa kebendung..
Stupidly,

at this very moment I'm in my office,

on my very own desk,
Typing while crying..

Aku kangen mama.. kangen bgt..
Ga ada org yg bnr2 bisa ngerti aku slain mama..
Seandainya mama bisa slalu ada sama aku,

mgkin smuanya ga akan jd bgini..
Aku cuma butuh mama disamping aku..

Buat jd guardian angel-ku..

Maafin aku ya Ma,

klo slama ini aku blm bisa jadi spt yg mama harapkan..
Maaf klo stelah mama ngga ada aku jadi smakin BATU..
Yg slama ini aku rasa,
Berat bgt ngjalanin hidup sebagai aku sendiri..
Tapi biar gmn pun aku hrs tetep jalanin..
Smoga Allah jagain mama disana,
Smoga mama dpt tempat terbaik disisiNya,
Amiiieenn...

I love U so much, n I always will..

Dearest daughter,
-cHa-

Angel

Spend all your time waiting

for that second chance

for a break that would make it okay

there's always one reason

to feel not good enough

and it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

oh beautiful release

memory seeps from my veins

let me be empty

and weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line

and everywhere you turn

there's vultures and thieves at your back

and the storm keeps on twisting

you keep on building the lie

that you make up for all that you lack

it don't make no difference

escaping one last time

it's easier to believe in this sweet madness

oh this glorious sadness

that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort here

- U will always be my angel

# posted by Capulets_Paradise | 6:31 am

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